Short Memo #5. The boy who cried wolf.
We were together for a year before I suddenly ended our relationship. It felt like the right thing to do at the time, but deep inside I knew I still loved him. I know by doing so didn't prove much, but it proved to other people I could sacrifice the hurt for the good of him. Till this day whether he understands that or not, I don't know. After our relationship ended, we went through a time of confused love. I've got to admit, I was such a fool for not knowing which direction I was heading. Everytime he told me loves me, I brushed off his feelings. And everytime he told me he would not love me anymore, I begged him to love me again. It went on and on till the worries wore off. Soon his threats meant nothing. Recently he told me he doesn't love me anymore and introduced me to his girlfriend. It was hard to force a smile over the whelming tears.